In the blink of an eye..

Everything can change. You make one choice, to get out of your car and help someone, and now a life and many others around have been completely changed. I'm not allowed to discuss all of what is going on, but I really hope that something good starts to happen.
This week has been a week of hard truths, life changing moments, fear, anger, sorrow. There have been good things, new babies born, the sun rises and sets and allows me to still continue to live, and breathe..but I don't know how much more sadness that I can take. I try to see the silver lining, I’m trying to let go of some of the dark and let in more of the light but right now, this moment, this hour.. it's HARD. Why is it that this year has to start and end with such tragedy? Not to say that all of the things that have happened this year are bad live changing things, but most of them were.
They say things come in three’s: My mom passing away, being, unemployed and now Keith’s accident. I thought we were done with the bad, the sad. But there had to be that last bad thing. The good; I’m still alive and fairly healthy, I met Luke and I graduated College. All of those are life changing events, it used to be I thought things had to directly happen to you to be considered life changing. I guess that’s just one more lesson I needed to learn this year.

When something big happens in your life or to someone close to you it will change you. We all need to change, to evolve into what we were meant to be, I just really wish it didn’t take so many tears to do it.